I don't know

Have you ever been in the car with someone and said, "what do you want to?" they say, " I don't know waht do you want to do?" And then you just drive around for hours repeating the same questions over and over again. Well, I am that person most definatly. I am the one saying I don't know. What do you want to do? I say all of this to say that I am not just like that in this respect but my entire life is a BIG I don't know what do you want. I can never make my own decisions and because of this my mind spins in circles and I just keep saying I don't know what to do? Boy, I am exshausted just tryping all of this. I hope you can follow. I am a very indesisive person. For instance, since I seem to talk about relatioships I will tell you someone once asked me what are you thinking and I tell them Nothing which isn't true. I was thinking what in the world are you doing with your life? Maybe, I think it is not worth talking about or bringing it up because I don't want to hurt their feelings. I don't know maybe I just don't like conflicts and do not want to cause one. It is a mystery to me.....