Ok, so I asked my mom tonight if she remember where my wedding ring is. I know that when my ex and I seperated she kept the ring for me. So we looked and looked for it and we cannot find it. It is not like I have any value to it except that it was mine. It is just one more thing to make me realize how over things really are. I am praying everyday that God will help me get through the pain. I do know that we were designed to be filled with God and sometimes we try to put everything into the space and it just does not work.
I am going to have a funeral service (to symbolize that I am leaving the past behind and not looking back) when I am finished with divorce care please pray for me while I continue on my journey of love and loss. I know if I keep my focus on God he will give me the desires of my heart and in his time I will have someone.
It is hard right now because I am praying and seeking God with all my heart right now and the devil does not like that so he is fighting me every step of the way.
Philippians 3:13-14
Brother, I do not consider myslef yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do; Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on towards the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.
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